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Something like faith.

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Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Saturday, December 21

Mr Singer Man
Jake. MAN that boy can sing! No, his band has a new song posted (i have yet to check it out). He told me last night, seeing as he just got MSN. Then we were talking about where we wanted to go after high school (seeing as all the options are wide open for me, and honest student. Oh did i sound angry? maybe because i am. BUT anyways. ANyhow, it turns out that he and i have the same universities in mind. i believe his exact comment was "It was like we were on such different paths for so long, and now we're on the same one." UNFORTUNATELY i had to go to a Suspenders Concert then so we could not continue the conversation. I'd never thought of it that way, you know? That my path could....re-intersect with some one elses. *sighs* Ok. I SHOULDN'T listen to Josh Groban while speaking of things like this. Music controlls me. Hence the never listening to Marilyn Manson. *sighs*

Concerty
THe actual concert (the suspenders) was REALLY good. Only Kora and Christa will understand this (and lia, if she asks) but they looked the same as ever. Ahaahahaeeheheheheheh.......I was sitting there thinking, 'i have to marry a singer'. ANYHOW. So good looking. So VERY good looking. *sighs* I slept too late this morning. SO i got up, put some coffee in the microwave and some toast in the toaster (whoa----who would'a thought of it?!) and go in to talk to lisa. Well, i'm wearing ratty jeans and a grey sweatshirt, my hair is in the Betty Cooper ponytail......and there's a knock on the door. It's Rob. Not that that annoys me - he's seen me when i was ill with food poisoning, so i'm not too scared of looking like a banshee to him. I open the door a little wider, and there's his friend there. Ahh, yes. Beware Banshee sarah! She will steal your soul! AHH!

...

I wound up giving the toast to the dog, and the coffee stayed in the microwave. I left. ANd there is the story of my day.

Is it saturday? yes. i have to work in........an hour. *sighs* oh well.

...I wonder if Jason is on? hm. He's funny. i like working with him. Ten to one, though, i have to work with cort. I hate him.

Now i feel like swearing. But i won't.

Oh, and Seiji IS a girl. And gay. Just FYI, k. *sighs* oh well - at least that doesn't mean that he's unattainable. ....


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Thursday, December 19

hey
Go here. Possibly the greatest website in the world.

I laughed so hard i cried. A couple of times. Nothing is funnier.

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Monday, December 16

Another Dream and a Strange Revelation
I was sleeping and i had a dream about "Ren". He and i were talking about how we'd dated, and he was saying something along the lines of "well, it would've happened sooner or later". ANd i woke up...happy-ish but tired. Guess who was at church the next morning.... yes. Ren. THEN i 'm at work, and i'm thinking about it and i realize that every time he's in town and i don't know about it - the day before he just 'turns up' i always have a dream about him. A premonition, for lack of a better word. And i dunno. The book i'm reading talks about links that you can't detect or see - sort of....soul ties. But i don't think i have one with him. Why WOULD i? Other than my own pathetic desire...

But i'm happy right now. possibly because of the music i'm listening to...anyhow. He's closer to me that he has been all year. FOr that i'm thankful. I've decided that i like more of what he is to me in my mind that what he actually is. That's usually the way it goes, though. Who knows.

Not I!

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