The name of the game
Is fame. I didn't watch all the oscars. I was too sleepy. And then i wound up staying awake until 3am anyway -- just lacking the abilitiy to sleep. And then i got up three hours later. Oh boy.
So today was a disaster. I was grouchy and tired of being pleasant. But i struggled. Ohhh how i struggled.
Nobody is home, and i don't know where they are.
I had a gross donut at lunch.
I like the new Hilary Duff song.

It went from about 30 degrees to about 20 today. And now it's storming outside -- but i still get tv, so I'm happy. That and I'll go and sit out on the stoop (apperantly that earmarks me as an "American". but it's so PLEASANT...). Anyhow. I'm *hoping* that tomorrow goes better. Because today wound up with me very unhappy from hour one.

I need to get my glasses fixed. They're all funny shaped.

Yo, bitch --you're a gwa
Not that many people will GET that. but the Gwa sisterhood lives. Even if it's only through our strange and twisted lives.
Today was decent. Was busy -- called upstairs to photocopy around ten, then busy doing certificates and the like. TRYING to clear my desk of the crap that has infused it. Ahh well. The only thing that my desk is currently missing are the photos of my friends (and dog) that I had up at FOF Canada. It's still not too bad. I've been trying to faithfully email people, but sometimes i just run out of things to say. Yes, i know that this sounds impossible...but it is. As is evidenced by this post.
no. I'm looking forward to going back to school in Sept. this break is EXACTLY what i needed, and now i'm ready to 'seek wisdom'. Which, subsequently is what I'm dubbing myself. I'm on a quest, if you will. A quest to get me some smarts. : P
heh.
The Marshmallow fluff drama queen
I dunno. I should really quote you some of the email kgwa sent me. It seriously made my day. In a way that only Kgwa can. :D And boo on all you who RUINED the Oscars for me. >( I hadn't SEEN them yet. And you guys had to go and SPOIL them for me. mmm. hungry.

So, I SO didn't know that Charlize Theron is south african. Everyone is all excited by her oscar nomination here because, well, she's a native.

Anyhow. Nothin more to ramble about.
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Sunday, bloody sunday...
Yes, I understand that it was bloody MONDAY...but i feel like typing something. So yeah. Thank you a million and one to everybody who sent me emails and helped me through that really dark spot i was in. The emails really really really did help -- they really made me smile. It's so wonderful to know that there are people who love me and who are rooting for me. I will be eternally gratefull to you. : )

Sunshine on my Shoulders..
Makes me sunburnt. Lol. YEs, my face has once again turned the colour of a ripe tomato, with the little raccoon eyes where my sunglasses were. I don't think i have ever burned TWICE in one summer... but yes. YEt i am. I dunno. I've nothing deep or insightful to say.
YEs, my world was turned all around by what i saw in the school. Yes, my visions of the world are significantly different now than they were last week.
It's hard to realize that you're not as important as you thought you were -- it's hard to be able to see everything i did in high school and realize they ammount to nothing. but it's a growing step. It's a painful process...but growing almost always is, right?