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Some day i will marry into a greek family.

Seriously. I think thats the kind of family i belong in. Huge, loud...happy....always eating....yes indeed....great movie. Makes me want to find a greek guy to marry. Though apperantly they only really marry eachother. Oh well. You can;t win 'em all.

Aww. Eric stopped talking to me. My heart is broken. Possibly because he said "how do you know what my religion is?" when i told him that i couldn't marry him (he was joking...at least, i HOPE he was joking) because he wasn't Christian. ANd i merely pointed a few things out. He got huffy. He is such a WOMAN. I had to almost slap him the other day. Needy men. TURN OFF. Aww. No hard feelings. He sent me a smiley face. I want to punch him, then kick him so hard he falls over, then jump on him in the sandalsi bought for the wedding.

......and i'm feeling charitable. hmm.

Roasty Toasty warm. Feeling toasty

Aqua
....i remember sitting in Megs room listening to this, waiting for the day to end so i could go to Canada's Wonderland....

Some memories are worth keeping forever.

Gosh....Lisa was in the room and (no joke) the whole place smells like feet. is SO gross.

Had interview. Was good...don't know if i'm going to get the job...I HOPE i'll get it...but i do not know.

ta

Running
The physical act made me feel better. Honestly......i'm okay. Anyhoo - im going to read I's manga. It's so good and cute! Aww!

ta

...
I know this is a great way to begin an entry - but this is going to be damn short for one reason. I just found out that someone i thought trusted me - and someone i trusted with all my heart completely lied to my face. ANd, quite honestly, i don't feel like talking about it. I wonder why she felt like she had to lie to me. IT's not even like it was a big deal. In fact, i thought it insignificant. See, i found out about something - she said there was no way - that it was all lies..........and then.......and its not like i went searching for the truth....i believed her absolutely, and completely forgot about it.....until i walked into a discussion and...yeah... as God as my witness i almost started crying. But. It doesn't matter...no more discussions involving that. I just won't think about it. Not today.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE little kids.
*Sarah's sunday school today
me -->"okay, guys. c'mon in and sit down!" (happy...cheery)
*children crowd in*
me-->don't touch the powders on the table....it's part of the experiment."
*little girl reaches*
me--> No.
*little girl grabs, misses, and dumps icing sugar all over my pants and the floor.*

Then Dad wants to chew out a friend because of something he said, my thoughts being - i'm not ten anymore (though i sure WISH i was...)....

And NOW i'm going out for lunch and am convinced that there will be some sort of bug in my food....or i'll die of food poisoning...or there will be no food left or something.......

*screams*

It's going to be one of those days, isn't it? mm...its best spent in bed.....with a pillow over my head. AND i missed FEAR yesterday.....gaaaaah.

please save my soul....SOS!

ta