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Something like faith.

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Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Saturday, June 21

My Highlight:
Hey, kora, i've always admired you. You're a good kid.



You truly are, rabbit. You truly, truly are.

Friday, June 20

HOOPED!
On the plus side - i will never have to do math again! Unless i decide to become a teacher. There. There right there is motivation NOT TO BECOME A TEACHER! I think i either *just* failed the exam or *just* passed. Hopefully the latter. But right now - i don't care. I know, i've probably ruined my whole life...but you know what? That, for once is ok. I just don't care. ehhe.

nothin' more to say...except for perhaps wishing rabbit sweet dreams. You deserve them. lol.

ta

Wednesday, June 18

Grad Nite
I stapled my past to my walls
So i wouldn't forget
Who i am
Who i will be
Where i come from

I stapled my past to my walls
Broken hearts
Forgotten lovers
People who ever meant something to me
And changed me at all

I staple my past to my walls
So I don't get scared
So i KNOW that i am someone -
Concrete, grounded in things beyond myself
So i don't blow away with my future
Into the gray skies of oblivion.


I feel like shit today. Again.

Tuesday, June 17

ohh i feel like crap
grf. The title says it all. i was severely craving either cookies or that mudslide thing from Marios. So i went to the fridge in search of some sort of placating force (possibly some wayward pudding? ) for my sorrowful digestive system........and found nothing but diet yoghurt and refried beans. So i grabbed an apple...though i'm still hungry. right. i SHOULD be doing my IT hw or studying for math. On the upside i did study for Lit yesterday. And i will study for math....eventually.
I really want to cut my hair. short. cute. i'm tired of this long mop of frizz. Geez. I will - after grad. I need the long hair...seeing as it pretty much symbolizes my whole high school career. *sighs*

Kill me now or bring me cookies. Don't ask why - i just want it.

Anyhow. it's just a note to say hi and such. Didn't sleep well last night so am crabby today...woke up at two thirty, then six thirty... then seven then eight....got up at nine - i gave it all up. >( Next song.

I want to go do HAIR again. Seriously. But that's just right now. And i guess i'd rather feel like crap now than on the 27th.

Talk to y'all later.

Sunday, June 15

Back I am!
So i went to download the Bend it Like Beckham soundtrack. Was thoroughly dissapointed. None of the hip, up-beat music was on it - only obscure punjabi songs. Movie was good, btw.
*sighs*
Went after the Spirited Away soundtrack instead. I'll buy it when i have a) a job and b) time.

Someone phoned me on my cell when i was at the restaurant w/family...and because i'd accidently set it on "escalating volume" i didn't hear it. And they didn't leave me a voicemail. so that leaves me with two options. 1) it was (him) 2) wrong number. 'Cause everyone else would leave messages. Even rabbit. No, i suppose i should say especially rabbit. She left a message for "Alex" on my phone(before i'd figured out how to work the voicemail) Anyhoo...I'd phone (him) but i'm too lazy/tired/not wanting to talk to anyone. All i really want to do is watch Spirited Away and eat pancakes. Of course, the problem with that is that i have no pancakes to eat. Hmm. The predicament. ooh. tic tacs. i could use one of those.
So i suppose the question is: is it bad to eat tictacs that you find sitting near the microwave? if it is that's too bad. 'cause i just did... and i've been eating them for some time now. In fact...there are only two left.

I seriously need a life. mm. I'm getting a digital camera for a grad gift. *sighs* no car for sad little Sargwa...though i wasn't really expecting one. so i'm happy with a camera - seeing as i was going to buy one for myself anyway. Plus i get to take tonnes of funny pictures of rabbit and co.

I look like shit today. meh. >_< i'm suppressing an urge to jump out of a fastly moving car.
Ned:So aren't you worried?
Me:No. Why should i be?
Nedexams...the history exam. I am.
Me: Yeeeaaaahhh i probably should start studying....

...and so i will.
ta

Ugh
My titles get progressively inarticulate.....anyways....today i feel very...*ugh*. Mostly because i didn't go to bed until one, and then when mom comes in to wake me up for church, she had forgotten that i had to teach sunday school. So i was ready and out the door in about three minutes, with a starbucks mug full of coffee (which subsequently spilled all over me) and a gleam in my eye. I was so frazzled/exhausted i started crying.
Then again, the day got better....Ren was at church and he said he'd call me sometime. Which is nice for sarah.
Christa is here.

More later.

ta