Subsequently

Something like faith.

Name:
Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Wednesday, March 12

These are the days
O-town

Motel sitting in the dark
Empty rooms like an empty heart
Lovers stop but they never stay
They don't look back as they drive away
Maybe i should fix this broken neon light
Fill in the cracks and paint it bright
And maybe love will stop here tonight

And if she knocks on my door
I'll give her the key
Just one look in her eyes
And i know i'll be everything that she sees in me
More than i ever thought i could be
But these are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't want to spend forever living in the inbetween
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And i just can't let it stay this way
But for now i'm gonna have to face it
These are the days

Got to use this lonely time
To change the picture in my frame of mind
Outside the window there's a sunny day
I want to feel it on my face
You and i
We're out here looking for the same thing
Amidst all the wondering
Waiting for someone to share this feeling

And if she knocks on my door
I'll give her the key
Just one look in her eyes
And i know i'll be everything that she sees in me
Aore than i ever thought i could be
But these are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't want to spend forever living in the inbetween
I'm stuck here in a place w/out love
And i just can't let it stay this way
But for now i'm gonna have to face it
These are the days

These are the days between your hopes and fears
These are the moments that are still unreal
And still uncertain if we should let love in
But like it or not
This is what i've got

But these are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't want to spend forever living in the inbetween
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And i just can't let it stay this way
But for now i'm gonna have to face it
These are the days

Monday, March 10

The quiz thing K found

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | abandonment
02 | Tornados
03 | failure


THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | KORA
02 | lia
03 | Rob


THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | books
02 | bed
03 | the smell of spring air


THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | quiche
02 | PB
03 | ICBC


THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Why cramming for math doesn't work
02 | Boys
03 | ...Lia and her choice in men (finally! not a Shane.shawn.chris!) ^_~


THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Empty McDs bag
02 | paper
03 | family reunion stuff


THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Talkin on IM
02 | filling out this survey
03 | procrastinating


THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | find my soul mate(not that i'm looking...at least, not actively)
02 | write a novel
03 | Feel good about myself


THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | make people feel happy
02 | make tekkie boys love me
03 | spend endless amounts of time with kora


THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | hungry
02 | open
03 | sunny


THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | stand on my head
02 | cry on command
03 | cram for a math test


THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | rain
02 | your parents
03 | classical. good for the experience


THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Peer Pressure
02 | racism
03 | the media


THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | I hear Ya
02 | What the..!
03 | huh?


THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Spaghetti
02 | greek
03 | vietnamese


THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | to lick my elbow
02 | whether or not my crush likes me back
03 | how to...play guitar


THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 |milk
02 | coke
03 | water


THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | She Rah
02 | My Little Ponies
03 | Sailor Moon (that was when i was older, tho')


DESCRIBE YOUR..
[ x ] wallet- old with a flower on it. Full of stuff. Not money stuff.
[ x ] Hairbrush - none. comb. green.
[ x ] Toothbrush - SO GOOD! Firm and...pleasant. Cleans my teeth.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Meh. Random pieces
[ x ] Pillow cover - peach. soft. mmm...bed....
[ x ] Coffee Cup - random.
[ x ] Sunglasses - what stupid things to describe!
[ x ] Underwear - lots of Suzy Shier.
[ x ] Favorite shirt - ....that gray one.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Hot...givenchy
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - a mix....Christian Rock.
[ x ] Tattoos - none
[ x ] Piercings - ears. Though on guys i like eyebrow rings.
[ x ] In my mouth - teeth. Minus the wisdom ones.
[ x ] In my head - My crush...and BP who was talking to me.
[ x ] Wishing - to ace my math test tomorra
[ x ] After this - math
[ x ] Fetishes - none of your business!
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - nobody. I want to be alone.
[ x ] Is next to you - pencil sharpener, printer/fax/scanner + speakers.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Moulin Rouge, Robin Hood, Pianist, others...
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - REGINA!
[ x ] The last thing you ate - fries. mmm.....fries...
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - tornadoes/violent animals.
[ x ] Do you like candles - sure, why not.
[ x ] Do you like incense - no.....too smoky.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - indiferent. Though if i taste it i usually wonder why...
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes!
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - YES. Stupid question.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - .....yes......?
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - (Kora that was creepy) cremated and my ashes scattered to the wind
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - really? My own damn self.<--i hear that.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - tiger.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - i think it was like 7 am. (all nighter)
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Yes.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - toonie. The most money.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - ...those juicy berries or something
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - my religion.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - math (can you tell whats on my mind?)
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - Mister Rogers