mmm. lunch
I feel kinda sick today-though thatcould be the "Sweet Chili & Sour Cream Potato Chips" by Miss Vicki. meh. The first few tasted AWESEME....now...not so much. I've got some errands to do outside the office- as in ihave to pick up a package/go to Staples...
We got cookies this morning. So we could 'start the day off with a cookie, not vegetable' Don't ask. Long story that ends in me eating three cookies for breakfast. ...i wonder if there are left overs.Mmm. cookies.
Today doesn't feel like Friday. But it is. So I am *moderately* happy.

Good GRIEF I'm bored. Apologies for the incoherancy. I believe it's all the God in the air. I love him, but he tends to make me feel a little spacey. You know - all that divine, loving energy,eh? Lol.
ta

So this is dull...
Yes, i have been STUFFING ENVELOPES since 8am. Granted, I've also made...ohh 50$ DOINGthat....while I also have been reading Teen-Mother's blog. Terribly interesting - I just finished it. Now I am on my lunch break and am also eating dry Vive! cereal. You ever had one of those days where there is nothing to eat? Mm. Wish I was going to school and actually feeling productive. But you saythis is a life-saver for those who don't have time to do it.Iknow. *sighs* It's just REALLY boring. Not to mention that i've actually stooped to reading OC fanfics. (they ARE cute, though. Most ofthem are the stereotypical "Ryan sure caused a stir when he moved to Newport - what will happen when another new person comes in and causes even more trouble?" And then the chicks name is Elizabeth or Mandy or Aimee or some typical name(ever notice how you rarely come across a whore in a fic named "Sarah" or "C/Kora"or "Megan". They're always the nice but slightly loser-ish sidekicks. Not that I'm complaining. I just thought I'd point it out.) Actually, I did come across a number of moderate fics....but the commentsection is for 'ffnet authors only." Having saidthat- that's why I signed us up, Rrrabbit. I figured you wouldn't care too much....and it's under "Abject Misery". I'll probably just throw my Venus fic up as an excuse- altering it as I go along. Even as it stands, though, it's better than 3/4 of the other stuff on ffnet - if onlybecause of the curse Adonis puts on Mina.
Anyhow,for friday i was thinking maybe pizza and other assorted junk and movies (Moulin Rouge?) at K's empty house. Just a thought. Or maybe mallage. or Corn Mazing. Or a last minute trip to Europe- possibly Poland and the surrounding area? lol. or MAYBE weshould start on The Last Kind of Macedonia. MOOHAHAHAHA!
...this cereal is NOT pleasant. But i can't stop eating it. I'mbored. No, Ligwa,I'm not angry/upset...just running out of fun things tosay. Plus i've been not sohappy...and computers just don't do it for me. :P
Yarrrg
Phone me, Korgwa Rabbit. I need out of my freaking house.....PLUS the FRIENDS SEASONPREMIER IS ON!!! Do Joey and Rachel Hookup?(yes). Tonight is like the MOTHER of all premiers nights. There are eight of them or so, and i just can't wait. AND SO i will leave you.
Please know truly DO love you all.....lol
Doesn't the boredom just ooze off of me? *sighs* Back to the grindstone.

Ta

Bad Idea#1
Humming songs from Hair in the How to Drug Proof Your Children area.

Darn spacebar
Actually, i think the useis making it work a little better! So this morning i wake up and put on my cute little black blouse... you know,the one that has the bazillion hooks-and-eyes? Well, i do my thing and get to work...and i'm sitting there and i completely realize that my shirt is WAY too low-cut for this type of job. True, it's really cute. True, you don't see ANYTHING at all. It;s even got long sleves -! BUT i also forgot that most of these people still dress like...well, that timeless style that unfashionable women have. You MUST know the type.
Granted, i think FOF is a fashion black HOLE. Yesterday i put on an outfit i thought would be alright looking. Then I caught a glimpse of myself in a window. Let's just say "ouch" and leave it there. Thought: who the hell cares? Not me.
Had a good talk with mum about how much i hate being "Darrell's daughter" (as an epithet, not a physical reality). And how much the people here irritate me. Like, this one lady who just keeps talking about how she's "God's instrument"....( and as though nobody else can be used by Him)GAR! Annoyances. I've decided I'm going to ask for Fridays off. It's not like I'm doing anything fundamentally important or anything....LORD ABOVE SAVE ME.
...At least they haven't asked me whatI've been listening to. Lasttime i washere they had a HUGE conversation about the evils of modern music. They all listen to Praise106.5(i do too...once inawhile. Like, once in three months). I listen to Jack & Z-->the devils music. Currently I'm listening to Bon Jovi -->"barking up your trees"is a line that's not FOF approved, i bet.
*sighs* more later....maybe.

ta

And here I am again....
Yes, it is i-the wonderful working sargwa. Even as i speak Iam currentlyutilizing all my many abilities and,get this-cutting and pasting. Damn straight. ...and the coundown to lunch begins at....+39 minutes. I'm debating taking my lunch atmy computer.While I don't feel so depressed anymopre,I still don't feel social. And,for somebizarre reason I feel like I resent the people here(through no fault of their own)....yug. Ok,I might type more at lunch.
Oh - there's thisguy here who looks and acts almost identical to Ned- except better(sorry Nenad. ifyou'dproven to be the person I thought you were...) He even hasthesame accent/impeccable manners. I've been preventing myself from thinking about him too much...he's spoken for(gf)....so it looks like Sarah is the onlyone with NO romantic prospects. Then again, I'm not really having many romantic inclinations either...so there.

Now,however, it is lunch.

Ta