Kit..
Yes, it was his hair. mmm......Anyhow. Yeah, went shopping, bought skirt. Was fun, tho Jess got sick last minute...(pauvre Jess) THen C and i rented the Count of Monte Cristo. Not a bad movie. It's very interesting the way that the bad guy goes from hot to ugly, and the good guy from dorky to hot. huh. O well.

I'm so very sorry
I'm sorry if this gets dramatic. I'm listening to "The Show Must Go On" and music does that to me.......so....... yes.

Have you ever felt that your life and somebody else's were inexplicably intwined - regardless of how well you knew them? In memoires of a Geisha it's called en or something along those lines. It's just a funny feeling when you know that fate hasn't closed doors. Soemtimes they're open but you don't notice. And sometimes they're open and there's a winter breeze blowing in so you can't help but notice it. I'm so lame.

....Satine Dies...
Poor Christian. HE loved her so.

Does anybody know who I'm talking about?

mmm....breakfast
We watchedThe Breakfast Blub in CAPP. Man, i sure must say this. I am a sucker for the 'rebellious' type. Right. Bender. mm. No - it's more the 'surface rebel but deep inside is a tender heart' type of guy. Seriously. That is why i love Rhett Butler *pauses a moment to think of the glory that is Rhett* And i mean the book rhett. BTW. Anybody who hasn't read gone with the wind is missing out. And don't tell me that you have and go and see the movie. 'Cause there is NO comparison.

Seriously. Right Kit *winks*

Ahh...the inside jokes....

To the ladies going to the concert - have a Grand ole time! Lol. I have shopping to do w/some of mes copains. This is the way life should be. Awesome friends to help you through the turbulent drama of High School. Then? Well ladies, we'll fly :)

Friends
You'd think it was the same topic as above./.....but.

I saw last seasons finale of Friends. OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Seriously. When Janet was wheeled in, the way that Ross was holding Rachel.....eeehehehehe! You have no idea how much i love romance. Yeah, im reading Gone With THe WInd again. *sighs* Oh Rhett.

Gone With THe Wind
Ok. So WHY was Scarlett such a bitch to him?! It wasn't fair to him - and he was so good looking and loving. THat one paragraph when they were first married- that is intended to give you a glimpse of the 'real' Rhett....oh, everytime i read that i want to hug something. But i restrain myself and tackle C or Jess when they walk in my door. lol. What movie was it that i had to hug something soooo badly because it made me feel so....joyful....maybe Moulin Rouge...or possibly...no. it must have been moulin rouge.

Strange
This is one odd entry.

The Conclusion
1) I love Bender from The Breakfast CLub
2) I love Rhett Butler
3) I should be kept away from all computers.

hehe

ttfn

For some reason...
I feel funny about that last entry. No. I am not (too)mad at anybody (really), but if i have to take a side (and im pretty sure that this isn't just a little fight) I'm picking the side of the person who phoned and asked how i was when she heard that i broke up w.rob. I'm picking the side of the person who actually cares who i am and doesn't/didn't say things behind my back (never say things you don't want repeated.'Cause I've heard...and Nothing is sacred in High School)

This makes me sad, though
And i don't know why. Seriously. But whatev. I just wish that we were getting past this. I agree w/kit.

Wow
Well, Lia was at it again. :) As long as you stand up for what you believe in, you'll be okay. Way to not be a doormat ^_~

I might die everyday too
But i don't want to go into it. I don't need pity. You do what you have to do and take care of yourself. If you can't do that without making the earth move, well, i can't see how you'll get by.

I am no liar.
I don't lie to my friends. Anybody who accuses me......lets take it outside and i'll show you. That pisses me off. And to think i respected her.

gtg

eeeeehheheheheh

While perusing Christmas.com I came across this

It's sooo cute. *rolls eyes* riight. i wonder how many people actually belong....i suppose a number. weird

I will...
The SheDaisy

I won't be bored
I won't be bored

(hey)

I won't be a dirty secret
I won;'t be a cure-all pill
I won't run and fetch the water
Just to tumble down the hill
I won't be a friday paycheck
I won't be the prize you flaunt
I won't be your Martha Stewart
Or your all-night Restaurant
Chorus:
But i will, i will, i will be a river
If you make me feel
(like a woman)
I will i will i will be the whole She-bang
You know i will

But

I won't be a crutch to lean on
I won't wear stiletto heels
I won't walk a mile in your shoes
Just so i know how it feels
I won;t be your obligation
I won't be your barbie doll
And i won't be the portrait of perfection
To adorn your wall

(chorus)

You know you know i will....

I won;t be your lifetime girlfriend
I won't be just one of the guys
I won't be your mama's favourite
I refuse to be the last in line

(chorus)

A Great motto.
Don't you ladies agree?

I give up

I made a huge entry. It all got deleted. I will NOT retype everything...i will just say this.

They give you chocolate bars and all the peanuts you can eat.

My life is trash.

Hello
Sorry, im really out of it, being really tired and i just feel heavy. Whether that has something to do with my two gorgeous, tiny, talented and smart cousins, i don't know.

The Wedding
Was really nice....but kind of strange at the same time. i know this may sound funny, but it made me think a lot about my aunt (the xwife) and my uncle and the way that life has a way of doing strange and sometimes mean things to you. Auntie Peggy and Uncle Steve were happy but then tanta ingrid came along with her insipid gossip and tore them apart. Nine(?) years later Uncle Steve is marrying a v.nice woman, who is almost the exact opposite of everything my auntie is, and Auntie Peggy is dating somebody that nobody really likes. Oh, and megan is in tears on her bed, finally venting the pent up stress and grief that's filled her for so long. And it's not fair that megs had to deal with that. The X-family was there at the wedding and reception...but they all felt kind of awkward (xwife was not there) and left fairly early. This was because it was just our way of saying 'hey....you're still in our family...we love you'. But my dad said it best. Now we're the outlaws with no real connections except memories. And even those fade.

Maybe that's why i wanted to come home
It was hard being there. seeing everbody all grown up, the house that i have so many memories in completely changed.....Though i did go shopping and found some really cute clothes/boots that i really want. Will i get them? Hey - weirder things have happened. :) I also went to the ROM (royal ontario museum) and saw their 'Treasues from a lost civilization display'

must go....