hehehe
Kora...while you may become the Ass Queen, i become the drama queen. lol. ....but i never stay mad. At least, i RARELY stay mad. There is only one person. And hahaha. i just don't care.

....
I was shut down on ice skating YET AGAIN! Bloody hell! THEN my dad made me go to youth (which i why i didn't phone you back, k....terribly sorry)

Told off one of my stagemanagers. Bitch. There are only two people who drive me bazerko all the time. And they shall be known as (x) and (y) from here on in. Oh - yeah, if you don't know who they are, just ask me. I have noooo problems sharing.

This little birdie
Might be singing some songs about treachery run amok in the English department to mr deraad. So rest easy - i will not let this go. And this is not vindictiveness - well, maybe it is a little, but i'd turn in my friend if it came to that (at least....i'd be v. dissapointed. ANd i know that they're smarter than that...so i wouldn't HAVE to turn them in...I'm just going to stop.)

My inner Psyche
After having a conversation about my Psyche and Eros (and hey - i made it WAY past chapter five) i went through and read it. I had taken a brief hiatus and found myself enjoying it. There are some inconsistencies, and a few little things....but overall its not so terrible. So i picked up my trusty old pen and wrote some more. And anybody who thinks their writing is truly great.....probably needs a pin in the head. When you think you're great - stop. You're not. (good advice from my mother.. who also proceeded to tell me that 1)there is ALWAYS someone better than you and 2)the most annoying people are those who think that they're the best at everything.)

Must go...

ta! : )

Come to think of it, i'm not posting anymore to this one, either.

ok
Kit - what i said was not a comment on your intelligence. You've got no idea how much i've dreamed of being smart and talented...etc. Serisously. All i thought was that you seem to be getting more and more unhappy in IT, and if you really hate it as much as you seemed to, why not just quit. I'm sorry if i offended you in any way, i didn't mean to, i promise.

Lest We Forget....

A SOLDIER'S PRAYER
Dear Lord
Please let me have regular dreams like others do
Not these nightmares of memory
Let my dreams be filled with light and joy
Not smoke and terror
Let me hear the laughter of children
Not the screams of men dying
Let the birds fill the air with song
Not the sounds of bombs and bullets
Let the rivers run pure and clear
Not red with blood
Let everyone be healthy and whole
Not missing limbs and faces
Let the earth look as you made it
Not scorched and cratered
Let me wake up smiling
Not searching for the enemy
Let the sweat on my pillow be from summer's heat
Not the sweat of fear and anxiety
but dear Lord most of all
I beg you
Please don't let my children or their children
pray to you as I am doing tonight
Amen

Written by Maria Sutherland
September 16, 1999

Dreams
Last night i kpet waking up in the middle of the best part of my dreams. The first one (and the only one that counts in my opinion) was there was this amazingly hot guy and he was in love with me.....and i was in love with him. He was very wealthy(though that had nothing to do with ht loving....k...sounded better in my head. anyway...)Then i went somewhere (i know im being uber specific but it's all lost in the dark recesses of 2am)and met this OTHER really hot guy...but he lived more as a gypsy type nomad-y thing. I also fell in love with him. After a ong, drawn out.........thing, they stand there, facing eachother, i was in the middle, and about to choose. Then, i woke up. So WHO did i choose? On that same note i think im reading too much girls manga.

The next dream i had was looking for appartments. I had a few sheets that had places on them. So we'd drice around, and go in. ....I think my subconsious wants to live in a loft. THough i had a lot of appts. I only got to go into one. On the outside it was horrible. On the inside it was AWESOME. but i never got to see if i wound up renting it. 'Cause my mom came in and woke me up.

That hapened on friday night too, i went to the store when she was awake, she fell asleep and i guess didn't know if i came home. No joke. SO she opens my door (which those of you who know me, know that i have a plethora of bells on it) and it wakes me up on SATURDAY and i can't really sleep again. Gosh.

Ghost in the Shell?
Never saw it. ...Tanner liked it....but it never really spiked on my interest meter. So no. You did not offend me. You have any idea how long it took for me to figure out what GitS was?! I was like "gits? what the hell is gits? A videogame maybe? A movie? Gits?" but no. 'sides. we all are allowed differing opinions are we not? Now, tell me that Ashitaka and Tamahome are 'boring' characters and i might be a little offended. Tell me that they don't look good, too. THEN it'll be "ok kit, you 'n'me, outside, ten mintues." lol jk. or am i?

Because
I don't want to phone anybody to wake them up. Tim Hortons phoned me this morning. I'm hired. Don't know if i want to work anymore.,....but could just be 'cause im tired.

anyhooo

ta