Subsequently

Something like faith.

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Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Saturday, May 3

hm
I always feel weird when i work until only, like, 2:30. I'm so used to working until ten. Anyways...HAIR went AWESOME last night - ! The actors were all completely on, as were the tekkies. Yay! The only thing that went wrong was the same thing that has gone wrong two out of the three nights. Y'see, there's this ultra-dramatic overhead special light for important scenes. Well, the last song (after Claude is...gone..) whit is supposed to stand in the light because, well, her true love just died. Plus she's the female lead. But. Rachel always stands in the centre of the light. Whit, being the kind soul she is won't move her out of the way so she winds up standing half in and out of the light. It looks absolutely ridiculous. Mr.Vancamp told me to talk to whit and i did but it didn't change. I mean, it looks bad when that happens. Like the actors don't know how to stand in the light. *sighs* Not my fault. So i have to talk to rachel about it. it HAS to be fixed. Anyways.
Yeah.
I suppose that's the end of it all for now.

ta

Sunday, April 27

Today
I get to work at 6:30 for my review - like they told me to - and find out they changed the date...without telling me. so today i'm grouchy, tired and frustrated.

I bought the Evanessence CD. It's a little more punk-ish than i normally listen to, but anything to support a good band -! There is a very Pretty song. Song four which is...My Immortal. Oh. Their other single. I ALSO bought the Michael Jackson "History; volume one". It's so good. There's no wonder that MJ is the king of pop. You can see his influence even today. I am very, very impressed. Though it is weird to look at him and hear him saying all those sexual things and looking at the man today. He doesn't fit the...stereotype. I know, i know. I should say NOTHING regarding stereotypes...but...anyways. I'm going to cop out and write out the song lyrics to "My Immortal". Enjoy.

My Immortal
Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just to much that time cannot erase

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
You voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just to much that time cannot erase

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.