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Something like faith.

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Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Thursday, September 18

Go here
...andhaveyourself a good cry...Imeanlaugh

...DAMN spacebar.

Amendment#1:
There are somewhere around five men here who meet all of my criteria but one
-smart
-single
-not hideous (see, i don't demand hot, i just ask for reasonable)
-nice

My problem? They've allgot girlfriends. My other problem? My space bar sticks. And my table isn'tprinting....because someone else is using my printer. *sighs* To print massive amounts of stationary. Then laterI get to bind togetherDPYK manuals. Gloryoski...at least its 10am...and it feels earlier. So that's a bonus. There is also no one in the office....but that's it.
I feel guilty - like i SHOULD be working. So I'll be back later, probably, with more news (oh yeah, someone got their key stuck in the door and broke the lock here. It'snot the door i use so i don't care....but i'm just glad it wasn't me!)
-->Mel, i don't have your # to return your call.

ta

Wednesday, September 17

We got a death threat today at work - how was your day?
Yeah, i could think of about a zillion better things to do than spend time writing threatening emails to a staff made up of young marrieds, old marrieds and gay people. Seriously. I mean, how pathetic. And they figure their IP's can't be traced. I'm assuming we're not working with a genius here...but whatever. Now we're supposed to leave in groups and such...and they gave me a key. And it's just my first day. The day went like, SOFAST...and yeah. i had a good day, though they're not paying me as much as they originally said (though i can live with that...10 an hour is still decent money).
And hottie Robin (for those of you who read the beginning of my blog experience, and remember hottie Robin....he's BACK. For those of you who don't...well, read the name once more and think, if you don't get it yet. And if you still don't get it? too bad.) is getting married! I have NO idea where the hell that came from - but he's getting married in like, 10 days. and he's all of 3-5 years older than me! *sighs* but he looks kinda different....and i don't know if it's in a good way. meh. I was angry at him - yes, i KNOW it was irrational, but i'd still be angry at say...Benjamin McKenzie if HE got married....just because he didn't choose me! (lol i'm joking, BTW) - then i decided i didn't care. He's too nice. And I saw mike again. Ohh him & carl & the sarcasm! Genius!
There's this new guy sitting at my old desk. cute, but I think he's got a GF. EVERYBODY has a gf/wife there. ugh. (granted, most of them are old. And women. ANd i don't like (in that way) old men/women. Soooooo I'm not so upset about that.)
Anyways - if the threater actually lives up to his word this may be my last entry. lol
right.
ta

Monday, September 15

Today is a day...
where I do nothing. Nothing except read, sleep and watch tv. I'm in this middle stage where i have two days off before i start my new job...and I am SO thankful that I don't go to school right now. Don't get me wrong - I'm looking forward to it next year...but travelling sounds so much better. :P
On another, more disturbed note...a guy i know through my ex commented on a certain someone's blog. And he liked it. I suppose she could be an interesting/ half decent person if you didn't KNOW her...but it just makes me dissapointed. I gave him so much more credit than that. And then that makes me wonder how he came across it in the first place! Actually, it doesn't. I'm just bored...and lacking things to do right now. I was not made for inactivity.

ta

Sunday, September 14

Blarg
Every once in awhile i go online to check my email and read everyones blogs...and when it takes about 15 minutes i begin to get depressed. *sighs* Actually, i spent the day vegging(is that how you spell it?) on the couch, watching television and doodling. Everyone has been out all day, and i don't mind having the house to myself. computer is fine.....though i'm finding myself having to upgrade the whole freaking system... which i'm putting off. until tomorrow, probably. I don't want to put any of my stuff on there until i upgrade it and KNOW i won't lose any of it. Plus i don't have internet (yet) so i'll be on the HOUSE computer for awhile yet. yug. Now that i watched the movie Nuremburg and other random things that don't stand out i feel like i SHOULD do something productive. But i don't really know what. i hope it rains. i like the rain. Rain is soothing, you know? Kind of like when you have a burn and you stick it in water.
Speaking of burns i spilled boiling water on my middle finger and now it's discoloured. It truly is. Ask rabbit. it might stay that way, too. either way it's fine. a few scars aren't so bad.
I think i want to watch Sleeping Beauty and dream about my own fairytale. One that doesn't include high school and stupid idiots(which was, for a lot of the part) synonymous.
And so...
ta