Well, my life is trash

A bunch of things weigh heavily on my heart. And as melodramatic as it sounds, thats the way i feel. ...Perhaps i've been in on 'churchspeak' for too long. i don't know. or maybe beowulf is getting to me.

ANd the thing is, i can't say very much of them because, well, i promised i wouldn't. C -->Rob would be more receptive to your not forgiving buddy (if you talked to him(him being rob)) than Tarr. ADN thats just that. and im fully behind you in whatever you do. it bothers me, too, and i still don't really know why.

This is the last entry until monday.
I'm going to my uncles wedding back home. Woo hoo!

Je t'aimes!

Btw...the song was from Moulin Rouge....

The Show Must Go On
ANother hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curitan in the pantomime
On and On does anybody know what we are living for?
Whatever happened? We gave it all to chance
Another heartache another failed romance
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for

The Show must go on
The Show Must go on
Outside the Dawn is breaking on the Stage
That holds our final destiny
The SHow must go on
The Show must go on

Inside my heart is breaking
My Makeup may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

The Show must go on
the show must go on

I'll tie the bill
I'll earn the kill
I have to find the will to carry on with the
On with the
On with the show!

(on with the show, on with the show)

The show must go on!

Meh. I was bored....sort of

Its been awhile....
AHh, i have a good life. so much happened and yet nothing. Rain. Rain is relaxing. Cool.....calming. Fought with parents and cried. had 'family discussion' in which they were both very rational (as i was) and there. church wasn't bad....(as i go everysunday) and was asked to teach some of the smaller people (after i've been trained) and such.

*sighs*

COnfusion...
I cracked my back yesterday. It was fabulous. I feel like a million bucks.

This is the most boring entry ever

I will not subject you to anymore pain.