Better now
I feel much better now. Expressing my anger really helped me calm down.
Tracing it, i think it's all realated to one thing: The OC. The episodes just keep getting worse and worse. I swear that 3/4 of the last one was close face-shots of Ryan and Marissa making out. Ew. Anyhow, i feel better.
Rabbit? Are you upset w/me?

ta

I'm not coming out of the house this weekend
Today started wonderfully. Like, fully and completely great - I was actually awake and HAPPY this morning. Then a few things happen.
-I get stuck at TWO red lights because the large truck (which was, btw, to HEAVY for HWY 10) was slow to start. But, then that Tom Cochran song - (life is a highway) comes on and sort of...balances the scale.
-I get stuck behind truck-man (who cut me off then proceeded to drive either REALLYFAST or r e a l l y s l o w...)
-I get onto 99 aaaand discover that not only do my BREAKS have to be fixed, I think my JUST REPLACED ball joint is going too. The wheel fucking wabbles.
-I get onto 32nd and see a kitten. Decapitated on the side of the road.
-I get onto 192 and again, get cut off by a slow-driving man in a truck (did I mention that I'm running behind, yet?)
-Everything was okay after that. Except I got to work, arriving to a plethora a snippy emails from random people.
And now I am going into one of the busiest days of my LIFE with a tension headache and anger directed at most people who are alive.

Don't you just fucking LOVE Fridays?

Oy Vey
Ow. I spent all morning working extraordinarily hard (gasp shock faint). At binding manuals and making sure they were shipped out on time and everything. Hence the late first post.

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Had a great time at Tae Kwon Do. Much fun. Am enjoying it. Did you know that if your muscles are sore, the best way to make them un-sore is just to play through the pain? (For me, at least) the pain goes away! Except for the pain in my pectoral muscles. That is still there. Just a little, though. THere's no more class until next wednesday. :(

I wish i could send a picture of my face right now. Very contorted. Very unpleasant. I'm feeling BLAAAAG. I'm also struggling for coherancy. I know, I'm failing miserably. Should I pull a Ligwa? *clears throat*

Watermellon watermellon boo. Yaaag work sucks -sleep needed boogie boogie boogie. grrrr. grrrrrrrrrboys. ugh. Byes! :D

Hope I made you smile ^_~

ta

Nothing is quite as scary as...
The woman here at work who draws her eyebrows on. I was sitting in the lunchroom and just...noticed it. She...there were no eyebrows. Just little, impossibly thin brown lines that i THINK were drawn with EYELINER. In such a situation - what would be better? No eyebrows or the perpetually surprised look that comes when one's eyes look like this - ^_^ -?
Just some of the scary things that I notice here in hell - i mean work.

Yay for everyone!
...who commented! I feel so well loved :D

And truthfully...
NOTHING happened, except that i bought a new pair of shoes. They were on sale. And so so SO cute. I had to - you don't understand. There was ONE pair left in my size - AND for only 30$. I didn't want to, but they called to me and i, being the mortal that I am just couldn't resist. *hangs head* I am so sorry if I let you down. But it wasn't my fault. They forced me - against my will!

Ugh. This sucks. I can't wait to go home.

19th Century Russian chamber music is the best thing ever
It's so serene. So beautiful. It's one of those things that makes you think of grand cathedrals and real religion - not just the westernized version.

Weekend wa-as....
Meh. friday i lounged. Saturday i went into Van with father, then came home only to go into richmond with rob and k. We got pocky. We watched Nemo. Sunday i went to church then had rehersal after. The lady playing opposite me was still in Saskatchewan, so Carla had me play both roles. Considering that there were MANY other people that weren't there, she really could have had me play anyone OTHER than the ONE person i converse with in the play. Lord above - remind me why i agreed to do this!

Anyway, my mood was more or less shot to hell at that point, so i went for a long walk with my dog at the beach (as i type this i'm SURE his ears are perking up), then decided to further spoil myself by buying a new sketchbook. Did you know that the stationary store here closes at 4? That DEFINATELY didn't improve my mood. So i dropped Domino off then went to Staples. Staples SUCKS. THEN i went to Grand and Toy, found a good sb, plus one hundred markers. All for 20$. Not bad, eh? Then i went home and indulged in more lounging. That made me feel better, until i went to bed and had to get up at six. *sighs*
I don't like cold, rainy mornings. At least, not when i have to get OUT of bed.

I hope it rains tomorrow- no work!

Anybody wanna go see a Revolutions Matinee tomorra?

ta