Subsequently

Something like faith.

Name:
Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Friday, August 26

Moving day
I am moving again today. Downtown, to Bagot street. Long story, but the short end of it is that i get cheaper rent and a location way closer to work. Most of the stuff that i have at wolfe street is still in boxes. My most valued pick-up will be the krabbit mix, which i have been wanting to listen to for awhile now. Mostly Why pt.2
I am (soon) going to be the proud owner of a digital rebel tx -- a camera WITHOUT A DELAY. Once I've got 1200 saved (enough to buy the camera straight up) I will most definitely go and make the purchase. Right now i have 500 from tips and only God knows how much is in my bank account, on account of the fact that a pair of my jeans went missing, creating a necessity for new ones. Seeing as today is payday (and i think my phone bill is due), I'll head to the bank and see if i've got some money to spare. I think i will.
So today is a somewhat eventful day for me.

Wednesday, August 24

Thinking:
maybe i should buy a domain.

In my dreams I am in love.
In my dreams -- when i am asleep, usually in the early hours of the morning -- i find myself with someone else who loves me and i love tragically. It's a phenominal feeling, that exhilaration, that breathless wonder when you approach someone who you adore with every fiber of your body and soul. It's the love that never lasts. It's the love that comes with the beginning and goes with the dirty laundry, the snoring and bills, yet comes again in a car, driving home after a busy day at work. It's the love that is like snow: never repeated twice and easy to lose. It's the love that is "like" or lust.
I'm in no way unhappy. I'm not settling for anything that is less than I deserve -- hell, I'm not settling at all. But it's fun to remember more completely that which only comes now in smaller doses, much to the benefit of my friends who lend their shoulders and ears.