Subsequently

Something like faith.

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Location: Kingston, Ontario, Canada

With all the issues under the sun.

Thursday, October 17

Let me GO!
Seriously, please let me jump off of a rather high, low-buget condo somewhere in downtown Van. Oh. Possibly those leaky ones - then they'll have done something good for someone. Nothing has really happened - so this entry is liable to be v. short.

oh
Mr deRaad called me smart (which is a huge compliment, to me at least) i found out i did well on a history test that i didn't know about (i got the same score as a lot of people who studied. I hate going to bible study, and Leah and Kora are having a disagreement. Kora made did a webpage for me and MrYang thinks that's unfair (to which i say no its not - it'd have been unfair had i asked, but she offered ..thanks so much kit! It looks awesome!) I had a lit test which was easy, and am considering studying that or possibly history post-secondary.

Yesterday
I found out that there are people mad at (originally) Jess and I - but then found out it was just Jess. Well, seeing as she seems to have forgotten me, i didn't really defend her too much. I didn't let the wolves eat her, but i didn't go out of my way like i would for someone who actually cares. Anyhow, it caused me so much stress (that and the job thing) that i couldn't sleep and actually stared at my wall for awhile. I'm not a stressed out type of person, but i suppose that every dog has its day, right? *sighs* So this morning i went and talked to Ms REnnie to see if she'd heard anything about people being angry at me, and she said no. And she...yeah. I found myself this morning in math thinking about RMPS (an elementary school i went to) and just remembering things - like the way it smelled and felt. The way that i actually enjoyed it then. How carefree are the days of youth........not that i'm not young. But the older you get the more you change, the more layers you add to your soul until it's like you're wearing a large coat or sweater. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just hard to wear sometimes. I dunno. Me and my moods. *sighs* I seriously thought of dropping every course except the essentials and just having a laid back last year. No such luck. i won't give in/up. Fight to the death! That and my dad almost died when i dropped french. what if i told him i was dropping math? lol. nooo way. It may be my life, but man can my parents make it rough if i give them a reason.

wow
I've sure typed a lot...but. i will leave you with something that has lifted my spirits over the last little while. Enjoy.

Tuesday, October 15

Kit has a virtual stalker
I find that humourous.....in a v.grave, serious sort of way. heh heh heh. There's a profile on her and she didn't fill it out. hmmm. I wonder if there's one on me. So im going to check.

ta

Monday, October 14

Turkey

so tired. Turkey has stuff that makes one sleepy. That and i sang at UGM this morning while staying up later (foolish sarah!) than i should have to read, pushing the fact that i had to get up at 8 out of my mind. But the singing was fully worth it - and i'd have stayed longer had i been able to. Some guy from CityTV was there and filming- but i tried to keep out of the picture.

Anyhoo.
I just thought i'd say hi and happy thanksgiving. btw - did you know that mr yang is playing hockey tomorrow against the giants? *thinking about watching* hehe. Mr Yang playing hockey. How trite. --> is that even a word? anyhow - so v.tired.

Kit
If you wanted to know so bad you could;ve called. ^_~

ta

Sunday, October 13

oh yeah
I have an odd story relating to "ren" but no time to tell it. Just thought I'd let you sit in suspense kora - and i know you are. heh heh heh.

again - ta.

10 Things I am Thankful For
10)Food. especially bubble tea and sesame seed balls. mmm. and punkin pie
9)Disney movies that seem to lift my spirits.
8)fresh air and the way each day smells (unless it smells like the dyke. That place STINKS!)
7)Music that makes your ears smile
6)People who can make me laugh no matter what i'm feeling - that ties in with people who know when i'm upset and ask me why
5)toys. seriously.
4)Books. DO you even need to ask?
3)Friends. Where would i be without you?
2)Family. My Lifeline.
1)God. EVerything he's given me.
("Ren" almost made the list (btw he was at church today) but i decided to leave him off, seeing as he's not on that list. lol)

10 Things that I'm NOT thankful for(in no particular order...)
10)Spiders. I may be learning to love them.........but not there yet
9)"friends" who don't give a rats ass
8)corn, peas and other assorted gross-out gunk(i'm running out of things)
7)hehhe....*she* makes it onto my list.
6)depression
5)bad music *cough*avril*cough*
4)feeling left out
3)being left alone for copious amounts of time
2)not having a job
1)Insecurity

-->Lia - do you still like me?

ta.