Let me GO!
Seriously, please let me jump off of a rather high, low-buget condo somewhere in downtown Van. Oh. Possibly those leaky ones - then they'll have done something good for someone. Nothing has really happened - so this entry is liable to be v. short.
oh
Mr deRaad called me smart (which is a huge compliment, to me at least) i found out i did well on a history test that i didn't know about (i got the same score as a lot of people who studied. I hate going to bible study, and Leah and Kora are having a disagreement. Kora made did a webpage for me and MrYang thinks that's unfair (to which i say no its not - it'd have been unfair had i asked, but she offered ..thanks so much kit! It looks awesome!) I had a lit test which was easy, and am considering studying that or possibly history post-secondary.
Yesterday
I found out that there are people mad at (originally) Jess and I - but then found out it was just Jess. Well, seeing as she seems to have forgotten me, i didn't really defend her too much. I didn't let the wolves eat her, but i didn't go out of my way like i would for someone who actually cares. Anyhow, it caused me so much stress (that and the job thing) that i couldn't sleep and actually stared at my wall for awhile. I'm not a stressed out type of person, but i suppose that every dog has its day, right? *sighs* So this morning i went and talked to Ms REnnie to see if she'd heard anything about people being angry at me, and she said no. And she...yeah. I found myself this morning in math thinking about RMPS (an elementary school i went to) and just remembering things - like the way it smelled and felt. The way that i actually enjoyed it then. How carefree are the days of youth........not that i'm not young. But the older you get the more you change, the more layers you add to your soul until it's like you're wearing a large coat or sweater. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just hard to wear sometimes. I dunno. Me and my moods. *sighs* I seriously thought of dropping every course except the essentials and just having a laid back last year. No such luck. i won't give in/up. Fight to the death! That and my dad almost died when i dropped french. what if i told him i was dropping math? lol. nooo way. It may be my life, but man can my parents make it rough if i give them a reason.
wow
I've sure typed a lot...but. i will leave you with something that has lifted my spirits over the last little while. Enjoy.
Seriously, please let me jump off of a rather high, low-buget condo somewhere in downtown Van. Oh. Possibly those leaky ones - then they'll have done something good for someone. Nothing has really happened - so this entry is liable to be v. short.
oh
Mr deRaad called me smart (which is a huge compliment, to me at least) i found out i did well on a history test that i didn't know about (i got the same score as a lot of people who studied. I hate going to bible study, and Leah and Kora are having a disagreement. Kora made did a webpage for me and MrYang thinks that's unfair (to which i say no its not - it'd have been unfair had i asked, but she offered ..thanks so much kit! It looks awesome!) I had a lit test which was easy, and am considering studying that or possibly history post-secondary.
Yesterday
I found out that there are people mad at (originally) Jess and I - but then found out it was just Jess. Well, seeing as she seems to have forgotten me, i didn't really defend her too much. I didn't let the wolves eat her, but i didn't go out of my way like i would for someone who actually cares. Anyhow, it caused me so much stress (that and the job thing) that i couldn't sleep and actually stared at my wall for awhile. I'm not a stressed out type of person, but i suppose that every dog has its day, right? *sighs* So this morning i went and talked to Ms REnnie to see if she'd heard anything about people being angry at me, and she said no. And she...yeah. I found myself this morning in math thinking about RMPS (an elementary school i went to) and just remembering things - like the way it smelled and felt. The way that i actually enjoyed it then. How carefree are the days of youth........not that i'm not young. But the older you get the more you change, the more layers you add to your soul until it's like you're wearing a large coat or sweater. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just hard to wear sometimes. I dunno. Me and my moods. *sighs* I seriously thought of dropping every course except the essentials and just having a laid back last year. No such luck. i won't give in/up. Fight to the death! That and my dad almost died when i dropped french. what if i told him i was dropping math? lol. nooo way. It may be my life, but man can my parents make it rough if i give them a reason.
wow
I've sure typed a lot...but. i will leave you with something that has lifted my spirits over the last little while. Enjoy.
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