Hello
Sorry, im really out of it, being really tired and i just feel heavy. Whether that has something to do with my two gorgeous, tiny, talented and smart cousins, i don't know.

The Wedding
Was really nice....but kind of strange at the same time. i know this may sound funny, but it made me think a lot about my aunt (the xwife) and my uncle and the way that life has a way of doing strange and sometimes mean things to you. Auntie Peggy and Uncle Steve were happy but then tanta ingrid came along with her insipid gossip and tore them apart. Nine(?) years later Uncle Steve is marrying a v.nice woman, who is almost the exact opposite of everything my auntie is, and Auntie Peggy is dating somebody that nobody really likes. Oh, and megan is in tears on her bed, finally venting the pent up stress and grief that's filled her for so long. And it's not fair that megs had to deal with that. The X-family was there at the wedding and reception...but they all felt kind of awkward (xwife was not there) and left fairly early. This was because it was just our way of saying 'hey....you're still in our family...we love you'. But my dad said it best. Now we're the outlaws with no real connections except memories. And even those fade.

Maybe that's why i wanted to come home
It was hard being there. seeing everbody all grown up, the house that i have so many memories in completely changed.....Though i did go shopping and found some really cute clothes/boots that i really want. Will i get them? Hey - weirder things have happened. :) I also went to the ROM (royal ontario museum) and saw their 'Treasues from a lost civilization display'

must go....