T minus 13
it's all a waiting game now. TO see who wins, me or the clock. And it's gonna be me. Yeah, I'm out of it. My moods have been really roller-coastery today. Some moments I feel fantastic and like nothing can bring me down. Then, a turn of phrase that's wrong and I shoot down into the depths of despair. What can I say? I'm a woman.

I'm also premenstrual.

SO yeah. No, this weekend went really well. I had SO much fun just 'chilling'. It's nice to be able to just be, sometimes. I slept a lot, and got a lot of sun (though I'm still impossibly pale...) and spent a lot of time in the water. Was fun.

I just spent the last twenty minutes with Bridget Ellwood -- a lady who is preparing to move to my old stomping ground, Kingston Ontario. I'm going to be going to her place for lunch on monday. Should be fun. She calls me her "Kingston Precious." I love talking to her. I always come away feeling a lot more lighthearted and optimistic. Some people are just amazing like that.
Anyhow. This is my last entry before monday. Yay for no computers. [sighs]

Is it REALLY that pathetic that i miss MSN just that much?

I think that's it for now.