Stretching out your arms to something just not there
I've been holding on so firmly to memories -- to the recollection of things and people past. It's what's been keeping me going, truthfully. And today (this morning) I realized just...I dunno. I don't recognize you anymore. And it scares me. I feel like somehow everyone (myself included) has changed, and that now we're all miles apart.
And i know that this is mostly born of the fact that it's 9AM, and I've only gotten three hours of sleep and a few, snarkish rogue comments tipped the scale from good to bad. but still.
I don't want to be a footnote.
I think i need to go back to bed. Seeing as we're not going to church (a fact that was revealed AFTER I woke up)...
Anyhow. I think I'm taking an internet hiatus for awhile.
I've been holding on so firmly to memories -- to the recollection of things and people past. It's what's been keeping me going, truthfully. And today (this morning) I realized just...I dunno. I don't recognize you anymore. And it scares me. I feel like somehow everyone (myself included) has changed, and that now we're all miles apart.
And i know that this is mostly born of the fact that it's 9AM, and I've only gotten three hours of sleep and a few, snarkish rogue comments tipped the scale from good to bad. but still.
I don't want to be a footnote.
I think i need to go back to bed. Seeing as we're not going to church (a fact that was revealed AFTER I woke up)...
Anyhow. I think I'm taking an internet hiatus for awhile.
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