Today.
Wish i could say that i had a better title...but I'm sort of at a loss. Today is any number of things for me.
-my last day here
-my first colour belt at Taek
-the first time I get to spend time with Jason - after the 'confession'
-the first time I've had people stop to talk to ME about ME. Not just about dad or whatever i'm doing for them.
-the first session of 'pre-youth' that i'll be missing
-the first day on my road to recovery : )
So, although it's technically not an important day...it still holds some amount of sentimentality. Will I, at this time next year be smiling and remembering fondly? No. But it's nice to acknowledge all the same.
Feelin' Fine
Okay, so maybe not quite fine...but I'd say I'm back up to 75%, which is good, considering yesterday all I wanted to do was eat and sleep. I suppose the BOX of mandarin oranges and the ONE HUNDRED GALLONS of liquids started to do their thing. Still kinda tired though. Wish i was at 100 as opposed to 75....not going to complain, though. tonight I can sleep as long as i want. And the same goes for sunday. And monday! yes, life is looking up for me...
Ow. Stress headache (and before you start to feel too envious, please note that my good nights sleep was caused by two Dayquil pills. Ahh yes. Medicine- God's remedy.
(I was reading how to get rid of cramps at mothernature.com, and they actually suggested using tylenol or advil, saying that they're helpful AND not that bad for you! Bonus for Sargwa: mother nature is on her side! lol))
ANd on a final, less practical note (yes, i realize that made no sense); remember that girl who was just unpleasAnt at the Christmas thing on Tuesday? Yeah, she stopped by to 'chat' with me this morning. Even though she didn't do it yesterday (when she was talking with Roz) or at the banquet. I barely looked at her and gave her the minimum attention i could. I'm sorry: people like that bug me. I'm sure she's nice - but I don't want to know someone that ignores my friends/family.
And so the countdown begins. 7.15 hours left.
ta
Wish i could say that i had a better title...but I'm sort of at a loss. Today is any number of things for me.
-my last day here
-my first colour belt at Taek
-the first time I get to spend time with Jason - after the 'confession'
-the first time I've had people stop to talk to ME about ME. Not just about dad or whatever i'm doing for them.
-the first session of 'pre-youth' that i'll be missing
-the first day on my road to recovery : )
So, although it's technically not an important day...it still holds some amount of sentimentality. Will I, at this time next year be smiling and remembering fondly? No. But it's nice to acknowledge all the same.
Feelin' Fine
Okay, so maybe not quite fine...but I'd say I'm back up to 75%, which is good, considering yesterday all I wanted to do was eat and sleep. I suppose the BOX of mandarin oranges and the ONE HUNDRED GALLONS of liquids started to do their thing. Still kinda tired though. Wish i was at 100 as opposed to 75....not going to complain, though. tonight I can sleep as long as i want. And the same goes for sunday. And monday! yes, life is looking up for me...
Ow. Stress headache (and before you start to feel too envious, please note that my good nights sleep was caused by two Dayquil pills. Ahh yes. Medicine- God's remedy.
(I was reading how to get rid of cramps at mothernature.com, and they actually suggested using tylenol or advil, saying that they're helpful AND not that bad for you! Bonus for Sargwa: mother nature is on her side! lol))
ANd on a final, less practical note (yes, i realize that made no sense); remember that girl who was just unpleasAnt at the Christmas thing on Tuesday? Yeah, she stopped by to 'chat' with me this morning. Even though she didn't do it yesterday (when she was talking with Roz) or at the banquet. I barely looked at her and gave her the minimum attention i could. I'm sorry: people like that bug me. I'm sure she's nice - but I don't want to know someone that ignores my friends/family.
And so the countdown begins. 7.15 hours left.
ta
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