a post, just for lisa
So, my landlady screwed me over, and i sort of went on a self-imposed internet hiatus: returning to my journal, writing more stories....communicating with those who care, and trying not to stab myself in the throat with a steak knife at work.
I've met a number of friends that i went to school with in Ottawa lately. It's such a small world (although, to be fair it's not like I'm hundreds of miles away or anything).
Work has been both great and horrible. Some nights I come home and cry and drink decaf coffee because of the people that I have been subjected to. It's like they don't see that everywhere is busy and I'm not being terrible -- I'm trying to DO 50 things at once. On the other hand I have never worked in a more supportive atmosphere, EVER. I get to work and regardless of my mood starting out i feel energised and happy to be there. I know it won't be like this forever - people have to come and go, me being one of them eventually - but I love it the way it is right now. So I am trying my best not to complain. Plus, leaving work with an extra 60-100+ $ a night is just fantastic.
I've been angry at Vancouver lately. I've been feeling very accusatory. I've been withholding. Dont ask what, because i don't know. I posted about a week ago, explaining that i wouldn't be posting for an undisclosed time, and would only intermittantly be answering emails and returning phone calls. Jake told me it was melodramatic so i took it down. It's funny, because the only emails i've actually recieved since then were from some lists i subscribe to, including not one but TWO from the infamous brad(and a bunch from the school that WON'T LET ME GO, as well as one from a pastor who has been blatantly ignoring my existance for almost three years now). That right there is God and his sense of humour going "HAH, BITCH".
But.
I DID have a nice conversation with Christa the other day. Some people I owe more to than I've ever had -- she is one of them.
ANYHOW. I work tonight -- i think at 5:15 (it's written down in my agenda, I'll find out later), and I have a few errands to run (actually, Jake does. Since it's a nice day I am going to keep him company. Lisa , seeing as this entry is for you, would you reccomend any good gamecube adventure games? He finished windwaker and is at a bit of a loss.). Since I can't go out looking like ass, I must shower. :x You know i love you, lisa mine.
So, my landlady screwed me over, and i sort of went on a self-imposed internet hiatus: returning to my journal, writing more stories....communicating with those who care, and trying not to stab myself in the throat with a steak knife at work.
I've met a number of friends that i went to school with in Ottawa lately. It's such a small world (although, to be fair it's not like I'm hundreds of miles away or anything).
Work has been both great and horrible. Some nights I come home and cry and drink decaf coffee because of the people that I have been subjected to. It's like they don't see that everywhere is busy and I'm not being terrible -- I'm trying to DO 50 things at once. On the other hand I have never worked in a more supportive atmosphere, EVER. I get to work and regardless of my mood starting out i feel energised and happy to be there. I know it won't be like this forever - people have to come and go, me being one of them eventually - but I love it the way it is right now. So I am trying my best not to complain. Plus, leaving work with an extra 60-100+ $ a night is just fantastic.
I've been angry at Vancouver lately. I've been feeling very accusatory. I've been withholding. Dont ask what, because i don't know. I posted about a week ago, explaining that i wouldn't be posting for an undisclosed time, and would only intermittantly be answering emails and returning phone calls. Jake told me it was melodramatic so i took it down. It's funny, because the only emails i've actually recieved since then were from some lists i subscribe to, including not one but TWO from the infamous brad(and a bunch from the school that WON'T LET ME GO, as well as one from a pastor who has been blatantly ignoring my existance for almost three years now). That right there is God and his sense of humour going "HAH, BITCH".
But.
I DID have a nice conversation with Christa the other day. Some people I owe more to than I've ever had -- she is one of them.
ANYHOW. I work tonight -- i think at 5:15 (it's written down in my agenda, I'll find out later), and I have a few errands to run (actually, Jake does. Since it's a nice day I am going to keep him company. Lisa , seeing as this entry is for you, would you reccomend any good gamecube adventure games? He finished windwaker and is at a bit of a loss.). Since I can't go out looking like ass, I must shower. :x You know i love you, lisa mine.
1 Comments:
I'm glad that you love work. I love mine too. But I don't love how little money I always seem to have, but how much I have to work. People are going to get crap Christmas gifts this year.
Good adventure games. I know he likes RPG's - he MUST play Tales of Symphonia. It's one of the best games made for gamecube, and it'll keep you occupied for 80(+) hours. And, if he likes first person shooters, Metroid Prime/Metroid Prime 2 Echoes are great.
Also, put a pre order down on the new Legend of Zelda game coming out for gamecube. That thing is going to be SO hard to find once it finally comes out (but it's been delayed...AGAIN...).
That's all I can think of off the top of my head.
I think I'll go eat some toast. You should too. Toast, along with a few other things, makes like worth living.
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