Well
Gosh. i just unblocked eric, and now i know why he was blocked in the first place. he is FUCKING ANNOYING! EVerything is about him him HIM. He doesn't understand that life is not about you as an individual, it is about the relationships you form, the way you impact other people..........friends, family.......i understand that he's depressed. Who hasn't been. But the fact that he won't do a bloody thing to change it is.....absolutely enraging. Find a job. Go to school. Make new friends. DON'T BE SO CLINGY! Heres the last bit of our conversation.

...also soft and fluffy! says:
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Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
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Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
sorry
...also soft and fluffy! says:
for what?!
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
ever since erin died i been thinking about how cruel life is
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
at least moreso then i normally did
...also soft and fluffy! says:
.....if you're looking for sympathy or someone to tell you over and over again that everything is wonderful, i don't think i can.
...also soft and fluffy! says:
actually, sympathy i can give
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
im not after ympathy
...also soft and fluffy! says:
sympathy was thewrong word
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
or to get over it or any of that
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
i dont know what im looking for yet all i konw is i havent found it
...also soft and fluffy! says:
well, how hard are you looking?
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
donno
...also soft and fluffy! says:
because you can't expect something to jump into your lap.
...also soft and fluffy! says:
i tried it
...also soft and fluffy! says:
doesn't work
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
anything that jumps into your lap jumps right back out just as easily
...also soft and fluffy! says:
depends. if you catch it and hold it tightly, or pet it or love it it might stay. But yes, you're right
Najena ~Sacred Guardian~ says:
im going to let you get back to your email/hw though sorry to have taken up your time, but will talk to ya later buhbyeeeee
...also soft and fluffy! says:
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...also soft and fluffy! says:
fine

He just doesn't get it. People who are constantly in a state of 'pity me' are hard to endure, and all they do is sit around and whine 'pity me'. They end up accomplishing nothing.

Anyhow. i have to go. i've got lit hw to do.

ta