And in the lack of it all...
...she blogs. Every once in awhile (while sitting at a desk somewhere) it strikes me just how far away I am. And that I, yes, boring li'l Sarah Reid is all on her own in the UK. I dunno. It feels like so much of my life has worked up to this, and now I'm here...
You DO realize that it's been almost a month. I finally did. Actually, I have a day count, as to when I'm going home (I think I'm on day 135, week 18...but I'm not 100%).
One thing that launches me back is the fact that everywhere i turn is "glamorgan". Lordy. I never, ever in a million years have thought that i would be IN Glamorgan (which, btw, is a county, not a city. SO technically I've BEEN in "an owl haunted ruin"...whethere it was once Pendragon castle is something we can only guess at...) I'm getting used to sleeping in different beds (which is a lie. I can't wait to sleep in one bed for more than a fortnight. I CAN'T fall asleep right away like i used to...).
I still can't get over the fact that it;s been a month. It's gone so FAST...and yet so slow. When i was in BAth, i would turn to say something to someone but there was no one. I'm still so completely used to having you guys near me - you haven't been 'rubbed out'. You'd think that even after a month I'd be USED to not having people...but I'm not. And i wonder if I ever will be...probably not, hey? Mostly because I'll be home soon(ish) and then you'll be there. So I can SAY those dumb things. Lordy. i should keep a journal of the strange things i've said/had said to me.
Some immature things that made me giggle
-the guy whose nickname is 'woody'
- when Des (the guy i was working on the sound at an event with) leaned over and asked me if he could 'have my cherry'. No joke. I started to laugh, and he couldn't figure out why. My response: "shame on you!"
-->the best day, though, was when i got to talk to kora online for the first time in a month. I slept better and felt more wonderful than i had in a long time. Friends do that, don't they?
miss you all...
...she blogs. Every once in awhile (while sitting at a desk somewhere) it strikes me just how far away I am. And that I, yes, boring li'l Sarah Reid is all on her own in the UK. I dunno. It feels like so much of my life has worked up to this, and now I'm here...
You DO realize that it's been almost a month. I finally did. Actually, I have a day count, as to when I'm going home (I think I'm on day 135, week 18...but I'm not 100%).
One thing that launches me back is the fact that everywhere i turn is "glamorgan". Lordy. I never, ever in a million years have thought that i would be IN Glamorgan (which, btw, is a county, not a city. SO technically I've BEEN in "an owl haunted ruin"...whethere it was once Pendragon castle is something we can only guess at...) I'm getting used to sleeping in different beds (which is a lie. I can't wait to sleep in one bed for more than a fortnight. I CAN'T fall asleep right away like i used to...).
I still can't get over the fact that it;s been a month. It's gone so FAST...and yet so slow. When i was in BAth, i would turn to say something to someone but there was no one. I'm still so completely used to having you guys near me - you haven't been 'rubbed out'. You'd think that even after a month I'd be USED to not having people...but I'm not. And i wonder if I ever will be...probably not, hey? Mostly because I'll be home soon(ish) and then you'll be there. So I can SAY those dumb things. Lordy. i should keep a journal of the strange things i've said/had said to me.
Some immature things that made me giggle
-the guy whose nickname is 'woody'
- when Des (the guy i was working on the sound at an event with) leaned over and asked me if he could 'have my cherry'. No joke. I started to laugh, and he couldn't figure out why. My response: "shame on you!"
-->the best day, though, was when i got to talk to kora online for the first time in a month. I slept better and felt more wonderful than i had in a long time. Friends do that, don't they?
miss you all...
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