The logic of all my dreams...
Another day, another 47cents...yuck. Actually, I felt okay waking up today. I went to bed *early* and slept very, very soundly until 6. Six is such an ungodly hour. There should be no time before 7. 7 earliest. Nothing really happened yesterday (being Monday). I went to TaeKwonDo and i THINK i hurt my ankle (as in, it hurts, but not badly. Mild sprain, perhaps?). He was sort of ignoring me (but not really. And the thing that frustrates me the most is that I'm supposed to be past this. And the more people I talk to tell me that it doesn't get any better. At all. Ever.)
Then Kora met me at the church gym, where we set out to go to BBL study, but decided to skip it. I didn't feel like being nice, happy or focussed. And Rabbit had had a bad day...and there is no feeling worse than being somewhere when you want to be somewhere else with all your heart.
Like me being here right now, when all i want to do is SLEEP.
We then went back to the church to go get Lisa, but mum was already there, and we just...stood for awhile. On the plus side K got to see the guy in the adult class who looks a little like Christian Bale with dark hair. And the guy (even though technically....but please note that i'm NOT saying names - the internet is a very, very small place. I don't want to embarrass myself unduly. If you want to know...just ask!)
Oh yeah. Grant brought in his puppy (sketch) to work. She is a tiny, wobbly absolutely darling little Jack Russell. Makes me wish I had a puppy that wasn't so big and stupid. (You know I'm kidding. Anybody who's been to my house HAS to admit that it wouldn't be home without Domino) So there. The highlights of a routine, boring monday. Which, even though it WAS routine and boring and all that...still left me all tied up in knots.
ugh. but still - life's okay.
ta
Another day, another 47cents...yuck. Actually, I felt okay waking up today. I went to bed *early* and slept very, very soundly until 6. Six is such an ungodly hour. There should be no time before 7. 7 earliest. Nothing really happened yesterday (being Monday). I went to TaeKwonDo and i THINK i hurt my ankle (as in, it hurts, but not badly. Mild sprain, perhaps?). He was sort of ignoring me (but not really. And the thing that frustrates me the most is that I'm supposed to be past this. And the more people I talk to tell me that it doesn't get any better. At all. Ever.)
Then Kora met me at the church gym, where we set out to go to BBL study, but decided to skip it. I didn't feel like being nice, happy or focussed. And Rabbit had had a bad day...and there is no feeling worse than being somewhere when you want to be somewhere else with all your heart.
Like me being here right now, when all i want to do is SLEEP.
We then went back to the church to go get Lisa, but mum was already there, and we just...stood for awhile. On the plus side K got to see the guy in the adult class who looks a little like Christian Bale with dark hair. And the guy (even though technically....but please note that i'm NOT saying names - the internet is a very, very small place. I don't want to embarrass myself unduly. If you want to know...just ask!)
Oh yeah. Grant brought in his puppy (sketch) to work. She is a tiny, wobbly absolutely darling little Jack Russell. Makes me wish I had a puppy that wasn't so big and stupid. (You know I'm kidding. Anybody who's been to my house HAS to admit that it wouldn't be home without Domino) So there. The highlights of a routine, boring monday. Which, even though it WAS routine and boring and all that...still left me all tied up in knots.
ugh. but still - life's okay.
ta
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