SOME PEOPLE!
Here is a, well, most of a conversation i had yesterday with somebody i would have expected better from.
(me)"I'm prob. going to thailand and wales for a year or two after i graduate."
(him)=@( everybody is leaving me... I hate being alone... But i always am =( just my life i guess =@(
I more or less reemed him out after that. of all the things he should have been, full of self-pity was not one of them. All my good friends were full of joy (and im sure somewhere a little sorrow) at my leaving - but NOBODY started trying to guilt trip me into staying. Not even Xrob (who i'm still talking to and we both agree - in some ways 'we' will never be over until one of us leaves) - he said "im really happy for you" first and then "but i'll miss you a lot - you sure you won't stay with me?" That kind of thing.
So i leave before he has a chance to respond (this guy writes me emails using his phone all day, every day. And when he starts getting whiny/needy - i'm outta there. I'm at work like i need his emotional baggage dumped on me while i already have enough of my own. See, he doesn't even know me. he knows what i've shown him - which isn't much. and he knows my nice sweet fluffy side. And anybody who knows me well knows that there is a lot more underneath the surface than smiles and cotton candy.
Speaking of food
I was in such a rush this morning that i completely forgot my lunch and put the wrong shoes on. so i a)have nothing to eat and b) look ridiculous. F*CK my life is TRASH. oh yeah. PMS. THERE'S another factor in the Sarah game today. Watch for me while im driving home. I'll probably tear into your car. What i wouldn't give for bed right now.
If anything happens, i'll keep you posted.
Here is a, well, most of a conversation i had yesterday with somebody i would have expected better from.
(me)"I'm prob. going to thailand and wales for a year or two after i graduate."
(him)=@( everybody is leaving me... I hate being alone... But i always am =( just my life i guess =@(
I more or less reemed him out after that. of all the things he should have been, full of self-pity was not one of them. All my good friends were full of joy (and im sure somewhere a little sorrow) at my leaving - but NOBODY started trying to guilt trip me into staying. Not even Xrob (who i'm still talking to and we both agree - in some ways 'we' will never be over until one of us leaves) - he said "im really happy for you" first and then "but i'll miss you a lot - you sure you won't stay with me?" That kind of thing.
So i leave before he has a chance to respond (this guy writes me emails using his phone all day, every day. And when he starts getting whiny/needy - i'm outta there. I'm at work like i need his emotional baggage dumped on me while i already have enough of my own. See, he doesn't even know me. he knows what i've shown him - which isn't much. and he knows my nice sweet fluffy side. And anybody who knows me well knows that there is a lot more underneath the surface than smiles and cotton candy.
Speaking of food
I was in such a rush this morning that i completely forgot my lunch and put the wrong shoes on. so i a)have nothing to eat and b) look ridiculous. F*CK my life is TRASH. oh yeah. PMS. THERE'S another factor in the Sarah game today. Watch for me while im driving home. I'll probably tear into your car. What i wouldn't give for bed right now.
If anything happens, i'll keep you posted.
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